Well, guess what..it probably ends the same the second time. How often do you hear success stories about homeless people turning their lives around to become successful humans in society with a positive attitude. Let me see...I've never heard that story before. I guess if you just suck at something, i.e. life, the best thing to do is just accept this and continue suffering on a sub-scale rather than pursuing the grandiose, which comes with greater and more long lasting negative side effects.
Nasty repercussions aside, I feel brave to know this and continue.
Also, I think my new job might eat my entire life outside of it. I think it's been gnawing like my social life is beef jerky. It's like a dog bone, you notice it gets smaller and smaller and then suddenly it's just gone.
Read also: My twenties.